Emptiness

My life goes on and on, things building up in my mind, each day is like just an other hour passed, I don't feel anything, nothing lasts longer, happiness or sorrow, light or dark, makes no difference. I am alone when surrounded by so many, I have heard people saying this a lot of times, but feeling it now. Its not that I am adapted to the new place or I miss my old one. I don't miss anything or anyone. Don't know what alludes to me ! I find myself apart from humans, I don t know why I have it. Want to go on a backpack journey around this world, in search of myself, will I ever find myself, where ever I go I have to find it within. ! ! !